Just Let me

Just let me take this dark hold of fear that it is upon me...
Let me free myself of this tremor that will not yield it's hold..

The shedding will soon stop, the chain broken,
I will look for thee..

No more time to wait, I'll run to thee..
No more broken dreams, no more broken wings...
And I feel the shine break through,
I sense the tide turn..

torwards you..

Shout out that reach..

It's a place that I will put all the stuff I relate to in songs..

for I am light..
and I am on the go..

PS: Should you click here you will find it...

Do it

Just strike me bold and true,
A soldier's death if you will,
I am wary and tired of this millstone,
just end it all...

Because I'm the shell I never wanted to be,
I've become the hollow I've despised..
ohh the buttons that you push,
the threads you still pull...

Because I see you everywhere,
In colors I've seen only at your side,
...
Just a tease of wings that passes me by and flies away...

So far, the sun keeps shining,
and I've tryed to keep on walking..
God knows it's hard,
I close my eyes and feel these feet will take me far,
but to where these wings will fly... I can only smile...

System Offline. Error:0xC77685;

System wide broadcast.
Execution of main routine Logic(False,13072005); has generated a general fault error on subsystems on H34R7&B0|]y&50U1@C4rn470r in 0xC77685.
No callback method has been found.
Systems will operate at minimal margins in self-sustaining mode.
Trace routine execute...
...
Return: cause of system failure unknown, only reference found was "Break^".
Parent threads unaccesable.
Core Memory and Data array dumpage failure; Memory will remain resident until full system shutdown.
System will now go to minimal mode.
.
.
Press any key to restore system status.
'Any' key not found.
Force run Restore(!Logic,!Emotion,Light);
! (Negation) character found, Execute?
Y
Trying method...
System is in stand by until further notice...

Extract from The Gene Machine by Frameshift

...I'm afraid of crossing over
I try to stay alive in you
Your life paves my way
If I really won this fight
If I am intact I will
Construct without delay...

Thoughts (Part II) - Spock's Beard

I thought I'd come to you and say
All the things I had on my mind
I thought it might be really great
To show you how I feel inside
Then I think ... MAYBE NOT ...

You wouldn't speak to me
I would be left behind
We'd be through if you knew
All the things in my mind
I'd probably feel worse
You'd probably scream and shout
Scratch and curse or even worse
Quietly shut me out

I thought I'd come to you and say
Everything within my heart
I just can't look the other way
And wait for us to grow apart
Then I think ... WHAT'S THE POINT?

This might just go away
I think I'll think some more
Either way I will pay
And suffer for evermore
You wouldn't speak to me
I would be left behind
We'd be through if you knew
All the things in my mind

I thought I'd come to you and say
All the things I had on my mind ...

Giving

A gift is trully given to you,
when you don't ask for it.

Out on the ceiling...

I was looking at the night sky tonight.. it was beautiful, for the first time the clouds did not look scary and the moon was shining very bright behind the clouds.. there was this big one, that covered a lot of sky, and it seemd like the moon light was breaking the dark side of the cloud apart. It had a long way to go but no matter how much the cloud tryed to consume the moon, it couldn't... the moon just kept on shining.. it also seemed like the moon was making a tunnel through the cloud and never befor had the moon looked so sharp to my eyes.. then when I got off the roof, the wind was blowing harder and then a tear scaped my eye, it wasn't mine and it came so sudden... makes me feel special...

I wish I could shine like the moon tonight...Out on the ceiling...

Finally Sleeping

God, it's almost as if I forgot how to go to sleep in a bed..

Damn compiler..

DAMN!

It's like 3 AM, been busting our assess (like the hardest) since last thursday sleeping less than 3 hours every day and spent 2 f-ing hours trying to figure out why the damn microcontroler didn't take any info.. so pissed.. oh...this project we're working on, yeah like, my mayor in computer sistems engineering depends on it..

isn't great? (very sarcasting, very pissed, not sure if awake)

why?

Why is it that as soon as a minute passes to the next, one doesn't know anything anymore?
Like all the gears pulling in your head just came apart and nothing processes anymore.
What I have now is the feeling that any moment now, everything is coming to a stop and then stay still forever...
forever.

Piece of "At the End of the Day"

Earth - dancing 'round the fire
Come - Meet the western sky
Life - Walking on a wire
Reach - To know the reason why

At the end of the day
You'll be lying in a suit of gray
At the end of the day
You'll be fine...

Spock's Beard - V
Yeah, I'll be fine...

Wanting

I don't want you in my head, I want you next to me..
I don't want to miss you, I want to be with you...
I don't want to go to sleep thinking of you, I want to wake next to you...
I don't want to run ahead, I want with you by my side...
All I want is a smile.

Motivate #2

...
Breathe,
Look,
See,
Command,
Move,
Pace,
Next,
Walk,
Warmup,
Trot,
Breathe,
Find,
Explore,
Dwell,
Instigate,
Hurt,
Stride,
Run,
Run,
Run,
Jump,
Open,
Swish,
Wave...

Enerve

Enerve the flow, and tackle the gale,
strike from aft and blaze the lea.

Weep of nothing, and despair of empty,
and a SCREAM of emptyness with and echo with in the hollow.

Jaded shine with a limp stride,
Enerve...