Do it

Just strike me bold and true,
A soldier's death if you will,
I am wary and tired of this millstone,
just end it all...

Because I'm the shell I never wanted to be,
I've become the hollow I've despised..
ohh the buttons that you push,
the threads you still pull...

Because I see you everywhere,
In colors I've seen only at your side,
...
Just a tease of wings that passes me by and flies away...

So far, the sun keeps shining,
and I've tryed to keep on walking..
God knows it's hard,
I close my eyes and feel these feet will take me far,
but to where these wings will fly... I can only smile...