Just Let me

Just let me take this dark hold of fear that it is upon me...
Let me free myself of this tremor that will not yield it's hold..

The shedding will soon stop, the chain broken,
I will look for thee..

No more time to wait, I'll run to thee..
No more broken dreams, no more broken wings...
And I feel the shine break through,
I sense the tide turn..

torwards you..

Shout out that reach..

It's a place that I will put all the stuff I relate to in songs..

for I am light..
and I am on the go..

PS: Should you click here you will find it...

Do it

Just strike me bold and true,
A soldier's death if you will,
I am wary and tired of this millstone,
just end it all...

Because I'm the shell I never wanted to be,
I've become the hollow I've despised..
ohh the buttons that you push,
the threads you still pull...

Because I see you everywhere,
In colors I've seen only at your side,
...
Just a tease of wings that passes me by and flies away...

So far, the sun keeps shining,
and I've tryed to keep on walking..
God knows it's hard,
I close my eyes and feel these feet will take me far,
but to where these wings will fly... I can only smile...

System Offline. Error:0xC77685;

System wide broadcast.
Execution of main routine Logic(False,13072005); has generated a general fault error on subsystems on H34R7&B0|]y&50U1@C4rn470r in 0xC77685.
No callback method has been found.
Systems will operate at minimal margins in self-sustaining mode.
Trace routine execute...
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Return: cause of system failure unknown, only reference found was "Break^".
Parent threads unaccesable.
Core Memory and Data array dumpage failure; Memory will remain resident until full system shutdown.
System will now go to minimal mode.
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Press any key to restore system status.
'Any' key not found.
Force run Restore(!Logic,!Emotion,Light);
! (Negation) character found, Execute?
Y
Trying method...
System is in stand by until further notice...

Extract from The Gene Machine by Frameshift

...I'm afraid of crossing over
I try to stay alive in you
Your life paves my way
If I really won this fight
If I am intact I will
Construct without delay...

Thoughts (Part II) - Spock's Beard

I thought I'd come to you and say
All the things I had on my mind
I thought it might be really great
To show you how I feel inside
Then I think ... MAYBE NOT ...

You wouldn't speak to me
I would be left behind
We'd be through if you knew
All the things in my mind
I'd probably feel worse
You'd probably scream and shout
Scratch and curse or even worse
Quietly shut me out

I thought I'd come to you and say
Everything within my heart
I just can't look the other way
And wait for us to grow apart
Then I think ... WHAT'S THE POINT?

This might just go away
I think I'll think some more
Either way I will pay
And suffer for evermore
You wouldn't speak to me
I would be left behind
We'd be through if you knew
All the things in my mind

I thought I'd come to you and say
All the things I had on my mind ...