Reaching for a word..

I feel that draw towards what's empty. I ask why?
Does it have to be like this? What is the reason?
The weight of this status marks it's importance even as ego and uncertainty creep.
Looking at the path traveled tho, I see it projecting towards hope and good intent unless I fail to see the change that will deviate and make this journey end.

This feeling is overbearing, why do I stubbornly hold on to it?...