Random frustration.

I do feel frustrated and angry. At both actors, one neglectful. The other, blind?

I just don't know sometimes, just like things I've said could have been uttered before and now they hurt. Somethings you say just upset me more.

Fucking limbo, fucking space, fucking circumstance.

This vision, you ought to know, is the same for both. Core requirements and things we need, within our reach. The longer the wait, well, the dream will be beyond reach.