For months, I've been stuck on whys. Why do I feel this way? Why didn't I do this or that? Why? why, why, why.
Then I started to focus on hows. How can I feel differently? How do I change this? How? How, how, how, how.
It finally came. The answer to why was me. The answer to how was mine a long time ago and is still with me..
It's right here.