Giving

A gift is trully given to you,
when you don't ask for it.

Out on the ceiling...

I was looking at the night sky tonight.. it was beautiful, for the first time the clouds did not look scary and the moon was shining very bright behind the clouds.. there was this big one, that covered a lot of sky, and it seemd like the moon light was breaking the dark side of the cloud apart. It had a long way to go but no matter how much the cloud tryed to consume the moon, it couldn't... the moon just kept on shining.. it also seemed like the moon was making a tunnel through the cloud and never befor had the moon looked so sharp to my eyes.. then when I got off the roof, the wind was blowing harder and then a tear scaped my eye, it wasn't mine and it came so sudden... makes me feel special...

I wish I could shine like the moon tonight...Out on the ceiling...

Finally Sleeping

God, it's almost as if I forgot how to go to sleep in a bed..

Damn compiler..

DAMN!

It's like 3 AM, been busting our assess (like the hardest) since last thursday sleeping less than 3 hours every day and spent 2 f-ing hours trying to figure out why the damn microcontroler didn't take any info.. so pissed.. oh...this project we're working on, yeah like, my mayor in computer sistems engineering depends on it..

isn't great? (very sarcasting, very pissed, not sure if awake)

why?

Why is it that as soon as a minute passes to the next, one doesn't know anything anymore?
Like all the gears pulling in your head just came apart and nothing processes anymore.
What I have now is the feeling that any moment now, everything is coming to a stop and then stay still forever...
forever.

Piece of "At the End of the Day"

Earth - dancing 'round the fire
Come - Meet the western sky
Life - Walking on a wire
Reach - To know the reason why

At the end of the day
You'll be lying in a suit of gray
At the end of the day
You'll be fine...

Spock's Beard - V
Yeah, I'll be fine...

Wanting

I don't want you in my head, I want you next to me..
I don't want to miss you, I want to be with you...
I don't want to go to sleep thinking of you, I want to wake next to you...
I don't want to run ahead, I want with you by my side...
All I want is a smile.

Motivate #2

...
Breathe,
Look,
See,
Command,
Move,
Pace,
Next,
Walk,
Warmup,
Trot,
Breathe,
Find,
Explore,
Dwell,
Instigate,
Hurt,
Stride,
Run,
Run,
Run,
Jump,
Open,
Swish,
Wave...

Enerve

Enerve the flow, and tackle the gale,
strike from aft and blaze the lea.

Weep of nothing, and despair of empty,
and a SCREAM of emptyness with and echo with in the hollow.

Jaded shine with a limp stride,
Enerve...